Sunday, February 26, 2012
2/25/12 Ingrid Skuzie
I have had a very difficult week. I am feeling that I am not good enough to pass a 2nd decree black belt test and that Emilio and everyone else is better than me. I am taking my lack of self confidence and my frustrations out on everyone else. My mom and dad keep asking me what is wrong but I wouldn't tell them. My parents were about to take me out of Aim High but I finally talked to my mom and told her what was wrong. She said not to compare myself to Emilio or anyone else that all I can do is to do my best. If I do my best, than I will accomplish what I set out to do. She said that Emilio's 2nd decree test was not nearly as hard as mine and that her & my dad were very proud of me. I almost have the attitude definition memorized which is VERY difficult for me because I don't even know what some of the words mean. She said I will accomplish my "WOW" when I get it totally memorized. 2/25/12 Ingrid Skuzie
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Ingrid you are not the only one who feels they can't keep up at times. I am impacted this way as well because I feel I am so much older and slower than the rest of the group.
ReplyDeleteBut I have found I will have a bad day but followed by a couple of good days. I just try to do better each day as I go forward.
Train hard and try to take note of where you improve not what you think you are not doing right. It will come just work hard and don't give up.
Wow Ingrid - I wish there was a way for you to be inside my head so you could watch yourself through my eyes! You are looking fantastic! Try not to compare yourself to anyone else. Just think about your own progression through the test - set a goal for yourself then meet it! You are terrific!
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